Alone
It's a lonely planet. There are 7 billion souls on this planet and I am lonely. I feel alone. I am alone. I make mistakes. I suffer. I cry. I live in Greater Seattle area and live in the city. I am surrounded by people going about Their daily life. And yet, I feel alone. I have nobody to love and nobody that loves me. I went on a long walk today and the weather was crisp with a pleasant 40 degrees Fahrenheit (4 degrees celsius). It was partially sunny and I could see the moon rising at 4pm. It was pleasant sight to see. And yet every step I took felt so heavy. I feel unwanted by my family. My ex wife is out to inflict maximum harm on me. My daughter is growing up hating me. I wonder what the future holds. I wonder the amount of pain that is awaiting me in the future. It feels pointless to be alive to experience pain. Being alive is a gift. One should be able to enjoy all the joys of being alive. And I live in immense pain. One that cannot be described in words. I wonder how many m...